fierC-blooded

2005-12-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

Violent Soccer, dangerous soccer.

Television replays showed Streit and Meier arguing on the sidelines of Tuesday's Bundesliga match before the Duisburg coach suddenly rammed his forehead into Streit.
Meier then fell theatrically to the ground and Streit was given a red card five minutes from the end of the 1-1 draw.

The 26-year-old sustained the injury at the weeend when Racing Santander defender Oriol Lozano crashed the sole of his boot into his knee, bending it backwards, tearing the cruciate and lateral ligaments as well as fracturing the kneecap.

Abidal, a key player for the four times French champions, fractured his left foot during France's 3-2 victory over Costa Rica in a friendly played in Martinique in November.

Frandel did not penalise Essien for his lunge at Hamman - the Liverpool midfielder described it as 'the worst tackle I have experienced in my career.' ( this tackle made by essien by the sole of the boots targetted at the shin and not the ball.)

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-12-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

this freaking painful throat is not going to leave me anytime soon. hope it go away. this semester things happen so fast. blink of an eye its time for common test one. Its like i just started school. oh well. thats life, so fast. OM and CMA seems to be tough but just hope i manage to get results out of it.

3mths and going strong. =)

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-11-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

i feel unwell
i feel like not eating
i feel like not doing anything
i feel like not going to school
i feel so tired
i feel so restless
i feel so cold now
i feel lost
i feel so warm in me
i feel ...

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-10-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

by her. =)

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-09-06T02:51:00.000+08:00

singapore is small yet we cant say its fast to get to one place to another.
so near yet so far. Though its far but i still long for you. everyday making me love you even more, making each parting so hard to go. enjoying the days we spend hoping it will last but somehow the hours seems to shorten twice or even more when i am with you. you are the sweetest living thing i can ever ask for dear, so sweet so perfect, just right before me, so happy to have you. Its a joy i hope will last. so lets make this a perfect thing for the many moments to come. I love you.

280805 =) ---> My Joy

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-08-27T02:17:00.000+08:00

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haha gd nite guys .=))

2005-08-24T02:03:00.000+08:00

nice weather!

Boys in insane acts.

Insane boys. i m one of them . =)

empty bus stop....

even the road is empty.
Thats the way home from sch past 11. =))

Perfect! i like it alot! <3>

i like this picture. =))

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-08-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

results back. not too bad not too good. haha. but now is the time to bother about projects. the never-ending yet datelines coming projects. cant wait for the holidays and take a break after all no more attachment already. which is good!!

just got my hair cut. imagine myself in secondary school. the typical haircut. haha but it been ages since i heard a good word about my hair from my dear mum, since my hairstyle are always not nice to them. haha. mums~ i hope things work out. =) happy.

My M30 is not coming back to me. Laptops from toshiba... no comments. haha lucky tracy lend me hers else i m dead. e learnings, projects, and alot of things.. but i am scare i will spoil it. after all i m king of dead hands. haha. dont let me touch your stuffs or it will just go bad. lol. my list of spoit items are growing and it dont seems to end soon.

PALs beware! haha i used to word "pal". first time. nites pals!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-08-07T13:22:00.000+08:00

2005-07-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

2005-07-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

2005-07-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

nothing seems to be going the right way..... .. ... .... ......... ... .

2005-06-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

oh no common tests are drawing near. like in two weeks. haha better find my way out of those mazy WDA,BLAW,MWA,PMGT,MAGT. haha its not difficult just hard to understand since i didn put effort into my studies. haha i repeat poly is not slack at all! its hard though not as stressful as JC but once projects keep coming in, we can challenge JC for stress levels. i forsee i will be experiencing that soon. =)

my ghost story knowledge is increasing. haha thanks to dear tracy. just one story and its enough to make my hair stand and giving me goosebumps. haha. but its tempting to want to know more from her. haha two timid person talking about ghost when we are going to walk through a dark place. haha! any sound can just freak me out. i m a scaredy cat. but is serve as good training for NS in case i am so timid that i dont dare to move around in camp. i will sleep at 2 am daily in NS i am sure.=) haha anyway its still a long way but memories last forever.

feeling so tired now.

"The line between love and obsession Is drawn by only circumstance."
-Anonymous

"And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."
-Kahlil Gibran, "The Prophet"

"The best proof of love is trust."
-Dr. Joyce Brothers

2005-06-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

I'd like to run away From you,
But if you didn't come And find me ...
I would die.
~ by Shirley Bassey ~

Love doesn't make the world go round,
Love is what makes the ride worthwhile.
~ by Elizabeth Browning ~

Love is the emblem of eternity:
it confounds all notion of time:
effaces all memory of a beginning,
all fear of an end.
~ by Germaine De Stael ~

I still remembered what one of my primary school friend said to me despite us being in such good relation. he said that i m not exactly his good friend despite us sharing everything. i agree with him that good trueful friends are hard to come by. Its hard to please others. sometimes people just dont treat others with the right respect others treat them. humans relationships are so hard to maintain and 24 hrs a day is not really enough. how i wish i have more time a day. Thinking about quitting canoeing. its just not where i want to be. IF only people are that understanding and serious at the right time.

Dont worry about what i just said. just some thoughts i gathered. i m happy leading my life now and of course happy with the friends i have now. Thanks guys.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-06-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

its week 4 and i think i m in one of those rare groups who have yet to do a thing on our projects. its time to do something now that the dateline is so close. still quite lost on my modules. suddenly have a craving for mac. will have that for dinner but dont really feel like having my dinner.

its e learning so finally have a time for a break. =)

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-06-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

i have decided to not carry my NETS card along with me anymore. its just add to the spending that is already so high that everyones been complaining. hmmm. hope it will be a wise choice. been spending quite a little amount of money but maybe because my allowance is being cut thats why. haha buts its not a bad thing. making me spendthrift and understand the importance of money. Money makes the world go round. just because a piece of paper is made legal tender by the government and the functions it carries with it is so powerful that one cant do without it. haha! does that sounds like MAEC?

was very tired today. so tired that when i came online, i just hibernate the com and went straight to my sis's bed to have a short 20 minutes or so sleep. think most likely will sleep till the next day if she didn wake me up. but my laptop will most likely explode if that happens as i left the charger on. too tired to close it.=) . physically was tired from all the exercises. i m afraid that i have the " fibre glass rash" that joel is talking about but i guess its just some dead skin that love my body so much that it keeps sticking to me till bubbles appear. oh crappy again. =>

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-06-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

i discovered something that i have been wrong for the past 17 years of my life. that the year of the chicken is at the tenth of the chinese twelve animals thing. i all along cannot figure out the animal that is missing from the way i memorise the orders of the animals till today while having lemon chicken rice with CZ n waileong then i came to know that chicken is actually the tenth! omg! better dont let my primary school chinese teacher see what i type here.

finally i did my first tutorial! yes by myself and some comfirmation with my group members. Blaw kills! yes and i mean it. its so hard yet addictive thats why i manage to do it but the number of brain cells killed is equivent to those i used throughout my secondary school years. ok thats too much a comparsion. well its really mind torturing but its workable with some thinking. finally its time to rest! my arms are starting to feel itchy. peeling off from the canoeing tanning! but only tanning to the arms. =) man i m tired.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-06-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

thursday is finally the day i can put away the burden. hope it can work out. especially with time time and people involve. i sincerely thanks everyone who is willing to help out. just hope everything will be fine. its good to get this thing over with and dont think about it anymore. and if we cant finish the preparing works tmr most likely i m dead. haha but since everyone is saying how easy the thing is, we shall see.

after that will be time to get my studies back on track. and sort out all the things that is messing up in my life. dont have the mood to do anything. i have discovered that being a middleman is somehow so hard to do as one has to make both side happy before a deal is close. its hard when compromises are not make. hai. babies are still the best. they cry and forget. everyday is a new day.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-06-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

slept alot today. had a funny dream. a dream that i hope yet i m scare of it. hmmm. going to let history repeat itself? its quite long already and i wonder.

tired. burnt from the canoeing. it was fun. ken asked me what has been keeping me busy for quite a while. i m not too sure too. test two will be coming real soon. omg. next week maybe has to skip canoe training to repair for BITZ. hope the whole committee will be helping out. never been into something that everyone is like so supportive and helpful to one another.

dreams are my reality.

Sleep a little, Dream for a while.Subtract realityLeave the smile.Childhood playgrounds,Games forever,Follies of youth,Regrets never.Pull down the blinds With shutters drawn.Sunlit dreamsWho cares for dawn ?Then a wakeup callA ringing bellRude reality And its cockerel.Stretching limbsWith a passing thought,If the dreams were here - And I was not.

~ Daneel Olivaw ~

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

i want to say "ouch". i woke up this morning and went i left my house to go to school, i suddenly felt that my neck hurts. its the usual pain feeling that ones feel if they slept improperly the night before. and the whole day in school i cant turn back and talk to my friends. haha and the worst part when i was so tired that i was falling asleep in lecture, my neck forbids me to do so. and i have to find different ways to the solution of resting my head without feeling pain! even a headache is approaching. slept all the way since i reach home till like 9 plus. haha

time passes by so far. its been a while since schools started and been more busy than last semester. schools been more crowded maybe because of dragon year. and modules are more matured in the sense that its harder and more related to the real life. hmmm. life after
BIT~... hope that working is not that hard and scary. sometimes staying young is good and studying is not a bad thing afterall.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

ISAAC! i will not forget tat recorded tune u used to wake me up! haha.

well isaac is my cousin who failed to wake me up after many attempts at doing so. and somehow he came up with a idea of recording a "wake up "song. Its a combination of a few wake up in a tune he came up himself. and trust me you wont like that. And i hate to snatch the phone away from him. haha i still have the tune and anyone who wants to hear it can ask me. lol.

tmr is going to be IS day. and its going to start at 8! tats very early! my first 8 am timeslot. haha. hope i wont be late. and i wonder whats financial planning is all about. hmmm.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-28T00:38:00.000+08:00

tmr theres this party where all of us have to wear our long untouched uniform. haha. wonder what it will be like. and poor CZ is still figuring out the solution to the pants problem.haha.

my back is breaking! i dont think i should do anything to inflict more damage to it. must be the leg raising stuffs that joel taught me. haha. tutorials is starting. and after hearing from seniors, german is one of the hardest language to learn! why do NP have to offer German?? should have choose something that requires zero studying. regrets. too late.

i learnt something just now.
Q: How do athletes stay cool during a game?
A: They stand near the fans! -- Submitted by: Samy, Age 15

Q: Why is a calendar so popular?
A: Because it has a lot of dates! -- Submitted by: Viney, Age 12

this kids are so creative.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-26T00:56:00.000+08:00

schools been the same. but the mood of studying is still not there just yet. i dont even know what my modules are. looks tough though. the thought that i have is back." how come i chose BIT when i know nuts about computers and my interests is definitely not there?". well theres no regret but BIT have its prospect according to ken. just hope i can be happy and pass my modules well. the first week is ending fast. thats just too fast. i have not been absorbing much of the stuffs the lecturers taught. its time to buck up when tutorials starts.

was late for the lecture today. 19 minutes to be exact. and the amount of textbooks we need is scaring me. its all thick and IT stuffs being IT stuffs means need refering to just like visual basic. so all the books are important. and that means more projects that are greek to me. hope i can understand. and the lecturers been saying " next week get ready to form into your project groups and ......." . oh well poly lifes slack?

my stomach is giving me all kinds of problems. been aching every now and then. since last week. wonder wads wrong with it. but the ache is so light that i dun feel it sometimes or rathei feel it but the pain is like a pinch that disappear in a few seconds. just dont know how to put it into words.

tmr have no school. will be going out with those dudes. haha. need to play as much as possible before assignments come knocking and late stays in school is so unavoidable.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

baoc is over man.despite not going to all the meetings, i still feel a sense of satisfaction after the whole thing. this year is definitely much better than our BAOC last year. although i was attached SC, i didn regret being with dzul. afterall his one of my closest buddy in ngee ann. haha. TB09 was great, i wish you guys all the best in future.

it seems that alot of people have settle down. hmmmmm. lol. so its back to work at intersports. was surprise edwin went to work there too. someone from quest. haha. but i am quitting on monday. and i need to buy a watch. haha. babi bought over my watch. lol. so i can get a new one soon! haha. its getting late man. nights guys!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

having this though when i was on my way to work. i saw a cute little primary school girl walking home with some light rain. haha kinda reminded me of my past. where i walk home after playing some soccer in school. walking slowly, hoping my sweating uniform will be dry by the time i walk home because my auntie will screwed me for not going home directly after school instead and play soccer. haha. come to think of it, it must be because of this fear of being caught by my auntie that i have the mentality of not daring to do things against "the correct".

seeing that kid brings me all the memory i have of my past. all the things i did, the little stupids acts, the little childish acts and the little foolish acts. haha. imagine a boy catching spiders knowing they wont fight and put them in a plastic mug that cost 50 cents. a little boy who packs his lego set everyday, bringing them to whenever he wents. stealing 10 cents to a dollars from a little piggy bank to buy some ice creams or sweets. stealing staples from a bookstore. walking home bare footed after a rain where the shoes are all drenched.

somehow poeple are getting older. i still remember me holding reds eggs to celebrate my birthday when i was in kindergarden but that seems so fast that i m already 17+ years old already! was talking to richard, a guy i know from my workplace. he is 22 years. to him, he is somehow hopinf he was like our age, going after girls our age. he makes me feel that at the age of 20, life is going into a new chapter. you need to care about many things. whenever we see JC girls where many guys our age are drooling looking at them, he is thinking that those "xiao mei mei" are cute. not like our typical phrase: "look at those jc babes man". the mindset is changing as we grow up. the once lego to toy cars to sticker books to digimon to nokia 3210 is already in the past. my mother is already reaching her fifties already man.

finally the orientation thing is tomorrow. been working and not attending to the contribution of the orientation. feeling guilty just by going to the thing without really helping out. feeling uneasy inside. like : you didn do anything yet you are coming to help out at this orientation. but anywhere they really need people to help them out but i just feel like i am somehow the most useless person in the group.

just formatted my notebook. yes everything is gone... for now. haha. its seems that formatting is a once a term thing for me already. and no this time is not the virus that cause me to pay $21 just to format my notebook and get everything in place. its the software that is giving me problems. most probably from spywares and those anti-virus/spywares i installed at a go. haha. everything is kinda settled now.

the term is starting. its seems i did nothing this holiday man. been working and not doing things i like or going out. work has really took up a lot of my time. this explains why i have to quit after schools start to have more time for myself. i see many ants now on the floor. they must be active at night looking for food for their queen. and no i will not kill the ants. good nights.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-15T00:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm. tats the end? no chance? i dont really know. waiting till the day but still the same, despite....

haiz been spending a lot man. babi the new partner. wahahha. well it seems that working at queensway got both good and bad things. hmmm. haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

hi guys. haha. i m bored. tired. sleepy. lazy. saw yuxin today. hope she pass her exams man.

and i just made a specs. haha! kinda weird that specs. hope i wont regret. hmmm. its look like some cat eyes but i didn't know why i choose it in the first place. well. i m always like this right?? joyce?? haha. always regret after i do things. haha. how come?? can someone tell me?? haha.
i m really incomfortable in my "spare specs" man. really cannot stand wearing it. its very ugly and whenever my friends came to my shop, i will take off the specs. i just cant stnad it. haha. have to wait till tuesday before i can get that specs. haha. how to endure throughout the weekend man. hiaz. i did not get off again next week after guoxiong say no one accompany him to work next friday as most people had half day that day. as usual the good fabian agreed and decided to cancel his off day. haha. not been going out for ages already. haha. do you guys still remember me??

haha talking to michelle. haha. shes still embarassed by what i told her two or three years ago. haha. shall not say further. haha. in case more people laugh at my cheeky response to her. haha! is underwear a good birthday present for a guy?? lol! i'm not too sure but i am sure girls received more of those then guys do. haha.

i m too tired now,saving money, guoxiong and me ended up eating instant noodles for lunch just to save up some money. haha. pathetic two guys. haha babi will be joining in the instant noodles clique soon. haha.with just four dollars a hour, money is hard to save. or should i say never enough. haha!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

alamak! black nails really bring me bad luck man. i been thinking of painting it and the next thing i know was that my specs broke. come to think of it, whenever i paint it black, something bad will definitely happen. hmmmm. spooky?? evilish?? devilish?? haha must be just some bad luck every now and then. haha. what worse is that the specs was make spoiled by my sister! omg!! and she said "who ask u put there?".

i m gotta pay for it somemore!!

haha. nvm i been wanting a specs for ages and now i get the chance to do it. hmmm

guoxiong go settle some dispute with uncle ben. haha. fucker being screwed upside down. lol.but he got his point man. and uncle colin seems to be a much nicer guy except for his forever bad and proud mouth. haha. but guoxiong aka rambutan is freaking unlucky man. to open the door at the time someone is changing. haha. all because its queensway and theres is suppose to have no fitting room. haha!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

Incomplete Lyrics
by Backstreet Boys

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

spinning headache!! ouch!! dun wanna talk too much.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

i m getting more and more fed up with the uncles at intersports man. fucking see pretty girls the attitude change. always smoke and order people around. is that a good role model?? always saying headache got to think of these and that but what the fuck?!? the shifting and stuffs s all done by us. like someone say: " if the biggest dont respect the smaller, they cant expect the smaller to respect them". how freaking true is that. imagine shouting in front of customers. hey come on he was the one who say we do not have the stock and yet when i told him that the "pretty" lady(served by me but he came in to kapo a bit) did not buy as the size dont fits, he shouted that the store downstairs have. What the fuck man. cant u tell early and shouted at me to faster pass him the shoe when he cant see i m just in front of him man. fuckers. so what if they are big?? no one there likes him at all. born fuckers. the pet also never do anything but look. sweeping is some chore huh??

man always spying at people but who is always not there in the store?? who was the one who served and the things was brought to him by others?? who was the one who ask people to serve when he is free?? who is the one who smoke and was not around for like 5-10 times a day?? who was the loudest shouting around pissing people off every now and then?? theres only two assholes thou shall not name.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-05-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

my legs are numb!! from all the standing man. today is kinda busy man. my mum nagging me from the spending of money. again! omg. why is she always checking my bank account book? haha. to keep check of my expenditure. what the hell. haha. kinda sleepy. ok i decided to choose biz ett and social psy for my two IS next sem. that will be the same as josh and hopefully we will be in the same class. hopefully. haha. well thats all. nites. yawns*

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

the last picture.

2005-04-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

the back II.

2005-04-30T01:00:00.001+08:00

the side.

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thats the front.

2005-04-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

the some people say nice some say ugly back

2005-04-30T00:39:00.000+08:00

i just cut my hair! omg! so say nice some say not nice some said weird some say cool some say sucks some say go cut off the back some say front nice back ugly. haha! so many sayings. haha. today didn get to shop because siuming was stopping me from buying clothes all the way! haha but i manage to buy a watch. haha. after that went for a short pool before having some rottiboy. and wait! is my hair nice? haha. joel admire my guts but haha. i tink 88% of people i asked say sucks. haha! oh my god! good nites! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

today was super busy. only guoxiong say ben loves him so much that he was always given the most work. haha first time in more than an hour u cant see a tall dude walking around wandering about. haha. everyone was extremely busy man. thats usual for a weekday but luckily i can get off later! haha. thats good. siuming want to do some shopping. haha. now in a conference with the max amount of people whom i only know 2 of them. haha. feeling weird because i dont know them at all. haha but nevermind. the line got cut of in the end. lol.

still cannot do that. man oh man. went to see shoes with babi for like a few minutes. still cant do that and am still waiting for the reply. haha.well. walk one step see one step.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

lost the old self. no guts huh?? lol. despite getting the intention yet lets slip the chance. lol. getting very tired at work man. cant wait to get off on friday. haha. going to go out and chill on friday. but does that means spending more money?? haha. dont know also. haha.

been feeling super weak. cant really lift the weights at the machine at my workplace. haha and play a few minutes of soccer but losing touch. haha. lost time since i touch a ball. lol. my workplace seems to be a playground on weak days where we relax and chat. lol

ok got to sleep. feeling tired. nites.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

theres always regrets in life. haha theres this guy who like this girl yet he dont dare to talk to her for fear or rejection. hmmm?? and the reason why he did something was partly because of that. finally after manage to let the girl see him, the girl so coincidentally went up to that place and the guy was so happy to see her but was it pure coincidence or?? hmm. haha then after a few exchange of words they wave and she left. haha. many of this happen before rite?? haha..

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

finally i can discard my old street soccer shoe afterall i am wearing the oldest in the group of guys playing soccer. haha. bought the total 90 III IC after much bargining between guo xiong and uncle ben. haha. partly because we are staff there. haha. but the uncle ben dont want to give so much discount one but in the end i manage to get. ha! how lucky man. but... i been spending a lot and not saving much from work. haha. nagging from my mother once again. haha never get pay yet spend a lot. haha

my workplace is getting less quiet now that many people are either sack or had quit. haha. soon there will be about three part timers in the biggest shop in queensway! haha. i am enjoying my time there man. haha made a few funny friends there. haha. always joking and girls seeing. haha. cannot blame man. the place too quiet and not many people only on weekends. haha. saw many people. a average of 6 per day. and mind you is different people! haha. but thats fine with me man. at least i can catch up with some of them whom i have not seen for a long time already. haha. many people are attached man. how sad. haha. hard to find a partner right? haha. one more thing. i am getting tired man. slept a average of 7.5 hrs a day. haha. scientist said that a typical person need about 8 hrs a day right? haha. and my flu has only recovered like about 85%? haha. in sales sucks man. lol. though i m in sportslink, but we cant sit for the whole day man, unless taking a break. haha. damn pathetic man. aching. haha didn get to see that thing. been hoping to but third floor is just different. no time to go down. always in the stall and nothing more. haha. fated.

sometimes neighbours are not as friendly as many typical singapore neighbours are. today i went to work accompanied by two other person who are my neighbours. yet we didn talk throughout the journey. and furthermore they were going to my shop! how cool eh? dispite me blinking eyes to people, they just dont seems to care about your existence. haha. who cares anyway? lol.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-19T22:45:00.000+08:00

i finally bought my jacket. a knitted one. been eyeing that for one for ages. haha like all of my pay for the day is taken up and i still have to pay more of it. haha. better work hard. no off for the week. because i need the money. haha. but the jacket i bought is the last piece on display and i like that particular colour so i dont really got a choice. haha so i decided to get it. not caring much. haha. but my mum says it sucks. lol when everyone says otherwise. haha. oh well mothers are always different am i right?? lol.

first day of work was alright. but the damn person in charge is so damn fierce. haha. much fierce then i thought. but i manage to scape through it without any problems. but according to him, tomorrow we will be trained by his "teacher". going to be tough?? i not sure but it seems like man. afterall his like screaming on the selling floor with the customers around. can u imagine how hurt the girl getting scolded was feeling at that time?? man i better be serious in my work. dont wanna get scolded and just concentrate on my work. lol sounds scary huh??? lol. you bet.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-19T22:44:00.001+08:00

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-18T15:32:00.000+08:00

hey guys. sorry for the not updating my entry. haha been keeping myself super busy with this and that. Been sick since yesterday with a heavy flu but seems to be getting better already. really lazy go take the thermometer to measure my temperature. haa think should ne lowered else i wont feel so awake now. haha.

people can never be happy with what they have. This is after i got a job and now kinda regret going for the job. starting tomorrow and i hope its not going to be tough. haha its a little hardcore but i just hope to get a job as that i can at least get a decent income for me to spend. getting a job is what i have been hoping for since the last paper but somehow now i got the job, i kinda regret. haha. is it because of the pathetic pay? the long hours? the place? or the fact i m working alone? as in i dont know everyone there. hmmm. i dun really. but to be sick on the eve of my working day thats a bad sign?? i guess? hopefully i m wrong. and my buddy didn get the job. man oh man. the shop is not hiring anymore people so i cant get my friends in. hmmm. but i think they want to hire only if we can commit even after school starts. haha.

hope tomorow will be a good day for me. i will be very busy already.
-no more soccer
-no more online as per normal
-no more freedom
-no more going out as i wish
-no more computer games

haha i sounds so pathetic eh?? lol come on fabian. u were the one who ask for job and now you got it arent u happy?? y complain so much?? well i dont know also. sign..

seriously peoples attitude should change man. as in i really hope to leave in a place where everyone is like so close together, not being angry, irriated, lying and many more. just a trip to the doctors there two person who think they are so big that they can talk like they are demanding something. u get what i mean? haiz. if attitude problems dont exits, the world will be a better place man. thinking of these people, i pity those nurses or similar occupations like sales associate or even waiter/waitress serving these customers. do they feel like they wan to shoot the guy in the head? right on the spot?? but i can see the nurse are somehow immune to these people. because shes like not caring much by what those people say. haha. but i have not come across people with such serious attitude problems that i feel like killing them on the spot. haha

oh yah and that means i cant commit to the SC thing anymore. sorry dzul, zy,joyce,wendy,jimmy and both malcom n fiona. one more thing. i only have one off day per week! how pathetic?? haha. well hope the boss is a friendly dude and not some serious attitude boss! haha.

WISH ME LUCK GUYS! TAKE CARE!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

feeling very tired. i need a job man. if not i cant get the things i want. lol. but i just cant find a job. and i have like 1.75 months of holidays. haha.

anyone free to go out? haa. need to enjoy myself man. but not spending too much money. haha.

i manage to ask CZ to start a blog. haah partly is he want also. lol. got a band with chyi n him. 4 dollars. but its a little small. haha. dont even know why i get it in the first place. haha. nevermind. cannot regret. haha been regreting things ever since i was born. haha. all the clothes i buy i will not like it in a while. lol. weird huh?

saw josh in town today with his usual clique. lol. his like asking me when are we playing soccer. haha. he is one soccer freak man. like me! haha. so guys. soccer? when? soon? faster?

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-04-01T04:14:00.000+08:00

i just finished with the template and poor joyce still figuring out how to solve hers before throwing in the white flag to go to sleep. haha

finally exams are over for me. so relieved. hope to do well but i will enjoy myself for now. finally having the break i long for. i m feeling hungry now but its kinda late at night. i rather morning. no food for me. well should just sleep. missing soccer and other stuffs. hope my ankle recover and dzul no more operations hints yeah? haha.

Nites everyone. i m so going to enjoy my holidays!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-03-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

I been down on luck lately. haiz like what YJ say, we having bad luck for the year as we are "rabbits". haha. i injure my ankle. lost my student card. fever.sore throat. a lot more. so much till i forget. but nvm. hope tomorrow will be better. and having good luck for longer period. lol. and i have to forgo my soccer because of my ankle. haha but i dont want to go see a doctor. haha or rather sinseh. lol. ouch my throat hurts. i pratically forgot what to blog already. lol. been playing pool like no body business. haha thats hurts. i mean i feel for my pocket and my daily allowance is like minus 25%. deinflation as my mums mood change. haha. hope to see inflation soon. lol. and i have this craving for sushi. haha and thats like so bloody expensive. lol but nvm i shall cut down on expenses. the sinseh gotta cost like 30 dollars. omg.

many characters have flaws and gotta live with that. lol. out of point? nvm i know myself can already. lol. and now exams are coming. and i been slacking for as long as possible. lol. hope to get good results. BIT is difficult. seems like PBA n stuffs not my cup of tea.

and my mother is like nagging that i been playing too much basketball or soccer or what ever that interests me that my ankles are already so call "gone case" and i am going to suffer when i a old. haha. how?? hmmm...

and shes talking about having a girlfriend. haha saying i should not have one wadever. haha i just blast the music and ccontinue with my game. haha. cool huh?? but shes like talking about it for ages. haha. ok gtg. i want to sleep. nites all!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-03-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

Oh my I cut my hair! i thought i want it long? but i somehow forgot i want to keep a longer hair and this and that and the final product? ok la. joel say retarded. zy say he dun like ppl back long front short. joyce n wen say nice. haha. and now i dont know how to style it because its the shortest hairstyle ever! well. haha.l talking a litte of crap. haiz cant wait for the term to end man. lol so i can chill! play! relax! sleep! many thing! haha. now my house smell of some delicious cake!! so yummy! haha.

Jiaming-now i style hair also 3 minutes!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-03-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

The First Cut Is The Deepest Lyrics

I would have given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I have
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my sideJust to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure going to give you a try
And if you want I'll try to love again (tryyy)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
'Cause if you want I'll try to love again (try to love again)
Baby, I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know, the first cut is the deepest
When it comes to being lucky he's cursed
When it comes to loving me he's worst

The first cut is the deepest baby i know
The first cut is the deepest try to love again...

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-02-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

omg i suppose to blog finish but now all gone. darn.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.

Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.

Should I smile because we are friends? Or cry because we'll never be anything more?

If you love someone put their name in a circle, not a heart, because hearts can be broken but circles go on forever!

Went to great world to catch a movie with zd,yj and CZ before serene joining us for the chingay thing in town. haha she want to watch. not us. theres this fake fireworks according to leekay(she was part of the performance) and some firecrackers. like what zy like to say, half the sg population is over there. wahhahaha. But not for long before going to some place to chill. coffee beans was the choice and darn we saw something. shit! cz n me was so bloody excited but yj was not. haha should not say any further. secret. haha

shit tests 2 coming and plus projects due. good game man. sianz.

shit i dunno wad to type. forget wad i type earlier. haha

is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-02-15T23:02:00.000+08:00

played soccer! and omg i got sunburn! after like 4 hrs under the scorching sun. darn been a long time since i got sun burn. got dead leg. haha must be the laziness at its best again. lol

ha and got back some results. test 2 gotta be hard.

broke my specs!
omg. i hate the one i wearing now. very ugly and old. ha so u will see me walking around without sopecs sometime and i wont be able to see some of my friends. haha. stupid eyeside. lol

had a great chat with CZ. lol. back to the old days. haha. my best buddy man. lol

been ages sinces i update man. forget what i been doing. haha been forgetting things as often as when josh eat. lol. (which is a lot)

and darn all pbls due nxt week. great aftermath of slacking over the CNY but u cant blame rite? lol

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-02-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

went to school
the usual suspects ZY, wendy and me
went pool
after that went home where i went jurong point look at some levis that i cant afford. lol and in the end get a watch i like a lot. only to find out Ben Pang has one the same. lol.
awaiting CNY now.
macro did not do well.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-02-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

OUCH!. yesterday midnight 5+! i was aching like hell! haha its the most serious leg aching cum cramps i had ever had. its not the usual kind i have. ha. and i was forcet o wake up and find medicine for my legs and ankles! haha. i almost want to chop my legs off so that i can sleep! ha. muz be due to the walking to get our stuffs in town! haha. how cool and today also a day i stand the whole day from 11-9. not forgeting tmr also. haiz. lol. but finally finish my common tests! but soon will be the finals! i dunno how man. poly life so tiring. non-stop one. haha one mth break not enough! lol. i kinda forgot what i have been doing recently. haha. ok bought two shirts at far east. lol. joel muz be feeling damn tired man. waiting for me and ZY. lol. i m sorry dude. haha. we went around the whole day with pool in the morning before shopping while i left and rejoin later again. lol.

new year coming. haha kinda fast rite?? like two days ago i just went to my grannys house and say. Gong Xi Fa Cai. haha now like going to say the same thing also soon. wahhahaha. aniwae i look forwad to New Yr. haha. but nest week gotta be a slack week. mon and fri no sch plus holidaes on wed n thur! haha how good life can be! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-01-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/
haha this quiz say i m 12! omg. nvm i m always young ppl. lol

ok shit. tmr marks the day of D-day part 1. haha i tink every year we have like four D-days. haha. hope i can pass my modules man. all the bests to all D-days enterer! ha.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-01-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

And i love u so
people ask me how
how i live till now
i tell them i dunno

i guess they understand
how lonely life has been
my life began again
the day you took my hand

and yes i know how lonely life can be
the shadows follow me
and the night wont set me free
and i dont love the evening put me down
now that you around wif me

and you love me too
ur thoughts are just for me
u set my spirit free
i m happy that u do

the book of life is brief
once a page is read
all but love is dead
that is mine believe

Where is the U? i m still finding......
Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-01-24T01:16:00.000+08:00

This MSN is freaking pissing me off man. manage to sign in like after 50+ times and now! off again! damn when we r discussing some important stuffs! arGh! Finally is the study week. oh my god. which means common tests are approaching! . darn. one good thing this wcom thing is finish at KAP! finally. lol. saw two familar faces. gosh i forgetton their names. i think one is debra. the other..... er.. shit been forgetting many names lately. haha got a light chat with my buddy in YJC. haha share some stuffs. like the summarize version of my life. haha. but talking to him is better man. lol. hes always low on confidence. like me. rite joyce?? lol. the line below is damn meaningful man.

yes i know how loveless life can be,the shadows follow me, and the night wont set me free

2005-01-17T23:54:00.000+08:00

Some crap around...
people think that they are big shots that they ignore you when u call them-fucking attitute.
people who dont appreciate others but appreciate those who are good in the past, and i mean only the past-stupid
people who only come to you when theirs benefits-idiots
people who claim this but do that-fucking liars
people who claim they are not this but are actually that-fucking liars
people who takes you for granted-fuckers in short
people who are not happy with you just because you can satisfy all of them-ought to be shot
people who influence others to do things they like-self-fish bastards
people who bullys others because others are "small"-bastards

Lifes are full of making choices-sometimes u feel that you have make the wrong choice but you cant do anything about it. thats part of life. we just have to learn as things go our way. no one can lead ur life but urself. people who are true will never show their truthfulness out although they always go unnotice. thats how unfair life is sometimes. u just have to live with that crap. although some things have been put in place to kick out these crap, people always falls to the same reason and follows the crowd. thats how fucking posing characters are in front of other. some people talk too much but delivered little. At least Singaporeans can be proud that despite what have been said, they go against people and won the Tiger Cup. its some great honour already in south east asia. this goes to prove that we got to have self confidence in ones selves but team spirit goes a long long way to help achieve goals but selfishness leads you now where but temporary relieves only.

Finally common tests are coming but i dont care a damn about it. i feel like studying but dont have the motivation to do so. What am i thinking man. but i want to play more man. i got this feeling that after my poly years, i may not end up in a University afterall. although i must admit that going to a uni never cross my mind before. but who knows. thiinking back maybe its really important to get into one no matter what. damit.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-01-05T22:38:00.000+08:00

hey guys. is the font to bright? or should i stick to brown?? suggestions pls? lol

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2005-01-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

played like 4 hours of sports. that inculdes soccer and basketball. everyone got some nice touches and played well. the only thing is the stupid ball and court that tend to go against us. maybe thats the reason i can score my goals and dribble because playing with quest people i am like a different person. really. i learnt to enjoy my game so i am always laughing. so joel thats why i am smiling just now when we are playing soccer. i think i forget to answer you on court just now. well getting suckier at soccer. losing balls, over dribble and stuffs. something my mind think one thing and can present it out.

well it applies to my school as well. thinking of something in my head but dont have the guts to say it out or just no confidence. fearing these and that. leekay said i should speak up and be more sure of myself but apparently i cant. i just read someones blog. someone that i dont know at all but is one of my friends friend. she said that she is feeling low as her english and stuffs are not that good compared to her friends and also shes feeling kinda low too on hearing negative remarks bout her. well i understand how she feels but somehow i can say i am someone who dont really care about my life. as in i may be sad one day but forget in a while what i am sad for. that may be a good point but sometimes thinking back i am kinda stupid to forget so problems i have in the pass. that explains why sometimes i am so damn happy. i tend to forget problems fast because i dont really care. even domestic affairs i am also a bit blur. i dont know whats happening to my mums side nor am i sure about my dads illness. i just am plain heck care guy. i forget easily. somehow thats me i dont even know. i seldom cry seldom gets angry but even if i do, i regret doing so. haha. stupid fabian it seems because no one understands me. maybe someone out there do because i dont understand myself! haha. when dudley was asking me whats my new year(oh wait its the new year so hoping everyone out there having a smooth and better year ahead)resolutions is. well i dont have because i dont really care. really. just live my life as it is. day by day.

but i really like playing soccer man. so today playing with those dudes really is something i love doing. maybe because i score and i feel more confident. but my confident level is always low. because soccer is something that i think inside myself, my confidence level grows inside me. only i feel it and i feel i can do better. well i dont really think you guys know what i am saying but actually its a bit messy here but i think i know what i am saying.

hmmm. so now studies is really difficult. PBA,BCA,MAEC,CATS,IAC... well i think last term's modules is much easier them now. cant afford to slack so that explains why i went lecture today. the POA lecture. though didn learn much, i feel more at ease to at least go. since young i have this feeling. i dont feel good doing negative things like skipping lectures and things. but sometimes the playful nature sets in and i feel skipping lecture is good afterall given i dont really listen anyway. haha. why i write so much?? i also dunno. anyway. MAY UR NEW YEAR BE A GREAT AND FRUITFUL YEAR. ALL THE BEST GUYS!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

well. Singapore won 4-3 against myamnar! thats cool but the tsunami flood really saden everything. the death toll is constantly increasing by the hour and i heard that about 5% of the population in Sri Lanka just disappeared like that though indonesia's death rate is much higher. the highly decomposed corpse will most likely create some illness and that gotta be something to fear about! but the total number of lifes taken away is enormous! this is something sad. very bad to happen to human! imagine the frozen dead bodies all around and many more to come, floating from the sea. man some disheartening stuffs. and that sucks! we should feel happy that singapore is spare from all these natural disaster man. we have to be content with our lifes. cherish things around one self. but like what IAC teacher say, this news is not gotta last long compared to the 911 incident due to many reasons like the type, the country many others. well we cant say anything but its really something sad to see that many lifes lost. damn nothing to say.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-25T22:29:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-19T16:00:00.000+08:00

wahahahhaa i read from ZY blog that i and dudley is his life saviour. haha just by meeting him to save his from having a bored saturaday makes his day! haha but too bad i cant stay till very late! sorry dudes! i shall not talk about what i did in the morning! haha its was well earn hardwork in the end! and dudley bought this 2 dollars perfume and it smells excellent man! 2 dollars only my friends! haha but it was a garage sale thats why! haha and went to meet ZY! lol was happy to see ZY sms to meet him as dudley and me were like (we dont know where to go) mindset. haha and so off we go to meet him in town. haha bought this merry christmas boxers! haha love it man. its just so damn cute! lol and dudley cut the price off by one dollars! his cool man! lol. and ate subway! haha and we were walking everywhere while waiting for ZY. lol and we went to the tunnel and heard this music piece! haha dudleys favourite! lol and his in for in man! juz a day alone and he was asked like 6 times for his HP number and he always use mine! haha but hes determined to prove that he can survive without a HP! haha and oh yah! one thing. i had this dream that i had a long and short leg and i cant walk as per usual! whooo that was some dream man! thinking back i am feeling a bit scare about it! i starting to pity people with that problem! man and my dream have me exact the feeling of walking with a uneven leg! oh my god! ok back to town... saw jiaming also ans his as crappy as usual! haha before looking at some discounted mambo stuffs! and oh my god again!! me and ZY didnt buy anything despite going as high at 70%! argh!!! whats got to me man! haha. and we ended off the night with pool at SSC at the worlds best billard table! haha where the ball will stop at the hole direct! cuz of the spoiled cloth! wow wow wow and that only happen to me! haha dudley was like laughing hard a me! haha and we changed to pool rite after having a table for us! but too bad i cant stay for long and have to head home! sorry dudes! lol. not beenm having enough sleep this fewd days man! dated from the concert i went that time! haha so today finally had a good sleep! i love sleeping man!!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-15T00:23:00.001+08:00

another nice pic rite jm?

2004-12-15T00:23:00.000+08:00

"act cool guy" rite joel?

2004-12-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

isnt the road lovely?

2004-12-15T00:20:00.000+08:00

isnt tis nice pic?

2004-12-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

haha thanks to ZY i manage to koe a few new bands like "qi duo hua", "tai qi", "typhoon", "183 club"(wan to know more? ask me!) and managed to saw a few stars like cindi! tats my favourite and kone and toro! over at expo with joyce(she was the most active one) haha cool arh! thanks arhz brother! lol. work at bukit panjang plaza and man i was slacking all the way and earning like only the basic pay! wahahahah but i dont really care! haha and i am very tired! very very! haha and now i am playing MS when i got to work tmr! haha.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-11T03:10:00.000+08:00

have fun with mirrors!

2004-12-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

have fun with mirrors

2004-12-10T23:49:00.000+08:00

Just got back from telok from playing soccer. i not aggressive enough! always the gentle and soft guy on the opposition court. god! can be help muz be more aggressive in future. haha. muz be more comfident like fabiano! rite joel? haha lets chiong gym! haha damn cool one the light off at 10 exactly. lol. too bad it rained! ok i decided to be more creative like wad cat baab said. haha. she introduced polyphonicspree the 12 man rock and roll band. kinda cool one. haha and deres tis weird poem with the word fuck in it! haha.nice nice nice. and now back to school. bad bad bad! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

whoo! kinda happy with my soccer earlier on! haha scored a couple and i enjoy playing in that team! haha how nice man! with m y usual striking partner! haha! ok tiring day man! played from 10- 1 i tink with some cool opponents! haha they are good but not the whole team good! haha! and went bugis after that! haha very tired! haha and i need more money! haha school starting! oh my god! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

this is the whole shirt belonging to the South Korean away team

2004-12-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

no money so juz try it on!

2004-12-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

WHO BLOG FOR ME IN THE WHITE FONTS?????????

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-01T19:10:00.002+08:00

Finally got my Levis type 512 jeans! and oh god! after the alteration and bringing it home, i discovered i got the wrong size! haha oh well! nevermind. still can wear! haha can bear to throw away that rite! haha man been busy running around man! going to causeway point to get the free vacuum cleaner exchange from the caltex points, then lunch and to westmall to get my phone! haha and out of stock! haha guess i have to wait longer! haha huiling no chinese msg again! lol so i have to wait till my mums back to get a phone.. sob and went jurong point to get my jeans and looking around! and i found the pink korean jersey!! omg! its so nice!! nice nice nice! haha but i no more money to buy haha its like 114 bucks! haha so i juz tried it on and took a pic! haha! lame arhz! haha but i really like that one man! haha but in the end money still not enough! haha! and saw a MP3! but i dont know which one to buy! haha. ok joel! lets go flash n splash! lol

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-12-01T19:10:00.001+08:00

argh. erm had nice nice training today. i hate the video part though haha. gee. they are damn good -hides head underground somewhere- x.x and i have forgotten my taolu. heck. uh oh. met amelia =) hmm. sorry siying and k

2004-11-29T21:32:00.000+08:00

haha watch briget jones or what the thais say biget! haha chuzheng and razi together with me are like three retards laughing out loud with some jokes of our own in there. haha fun outing and had a bad stomachache. haha playing pool and feeling the stuffs coming out. haha bad bad bad. lol. morning played soccer at telok! my soccer getting from bad to worse! somebody get my old form back for me man! haha. been writing short blogs but its because i getting lazier and schools starting soon! oh my oh my!! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

just got my hair cut over at centrepoint! its a new hairstyle with the back all short and the sides too. and the front and with the back having two layer. haha went back to hair inn to cut. now i feel so cooling at the back. haha the back also got a long strand of hair at the back. haha overall its was nice and bought a tee. together with Razi for some shopping. played pool at maboo after that at luckyplaza. haha with a little gd form. but the members there are still good to watch. haha get what i mean? haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

watch "The Incredibles". kinda bored or because i am sleepy? haha but overall still a good movie. haha. and i desperately need a haircut! haha getting long! and today miss my chance for a field match due to bad weather so change of plan and head to woodlands to get some stuffs only to find it out of stock and be placed on the waiting list! haha oh well. signing off with--> i need a haircut! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

opps vanessa forget to ask ideal nas the rest about tomorrow. haha opps. never mind tomorrow see how. haha. played soccer after gym with ben, joel, dudley. haha and we won some malays that those little friends of ours said that they are some theives and bullies. As usual thats what you expect of those people over at devils corner. we won 5-3. got a little of getting use to at first but i admit they were better? yah. and today just slack all the way, got a little cathching with lijuan and my sister cant wait for her holidays. haha she will have a long long long break and its her turn to laugh at me, who will start poly term! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-20T22:38:00.000+08:00

Got this terrible headache for three days! what the hell? and its not the typical headache one will get. Its like when i move my head, the pain will come and follows that of my heartbeat. Oh well nevermind. Its over. OK today went to work just outside Pacro Bugis. The view's great! Many babes around and ba ba ba... Oh wait! haha not that! the kids there is what i mean!! haha. Those kids pre schools one i think was playing around with the water(er what you call that?water splasher?) haha whatever i think you guys know! the view of seeing them play really please my heart man. haha. ok guess what i working as?? Here it goes.... LADIES AND GENTLEMENS, TODAY FABIAN HAD A GREAT DAY AT BUGIS WORKING AS A MAXIM SUBSCRIPTOR! HAHA.. Yes where i get people to buy or subscribe Maxim from me! whoa! what a nice job with freebies like CONDOMS(seen the funny faces of young n old) and after shave for you! haha. ok for those who dont know, Maxim is a local magazine targeted for males out there! haha and one secret.. its kinda boring you know for the contents and the way the reporters speaks are just like some aggroant bastards.lol. How i know?,well i read one issue! haha. oh well maybe you may like it but i guess guys come on lets stick to FHM alrites?! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

something good other den results! my results sucks! sebast got AD and i suppose to get it to but why i dont have?? i dont now.. hmmm haha i played pool with Razi. man got improvement man. haha and after that got a urge to play billard so when to open one. haha for the first time in my life! (thats the good thing) we finished the game in like 10-15 minutes?? haha we two look pro man! even those uncles cant fight us! haha but the second one was bad. we went too tired so keep playing around and miss. and my arm now will ache after a while of pool or billards! haha and here i am blogging when waiting for my HP to regain! yes maple story! haha. and tommorow got to go cycling with the usual suspect! yesh!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-11T23:19:00.000+08:00

man just woke up not long ago. haha played under the hot sun at around 12 to play soccer at telok. haha got one thing i must say. TT01, those legs of mine cant play soccer anymore. because i too long never play soccer and all forms were gone. haha. must play more man. haha. now muscles really aching. got headache again just now. been lacking sleeping this few days. haha. download the steam with my friend but with no games. haha. and tried maple story! man its like 11hours of downloading!! oh my god. haha.

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

argh! i having a terrible headache now!! joel!! because we went for the free billard! and i like have to wake up early! oh my oh my! why am i so hardworking?? haha. yeah its was fun. after that went for pool which was equally fun! yeah here comes the worse part. after waiting for joel to finish his food at y house and some POT checking, we head down tio the gym and thats explains why i am soft now! SOFT?? ya and not because that i have not been training but because i trainED. ran like 3.++k there. thats the first time since YJC tracks man! and did some weights and i totally burnout! too tired already! no mood for anithing and i running with a head that is spinning like some fararri racing car! haha.. yawns!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-07T23:43:00.000+08:00

Fuc-ing APNNs!i hate dem! especially SatYa one! watch out man! i have curse u! oh well its over! i had earn my money! but i really cannot take it man! so wad if deres a error?? need u shout?? i have been helping u draw income man! and when the boss come?? u shutup! wtf! da_n..

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-05T01:02:00.000+08:00

played pool with Razi with bad form. nothing to say. haha and i think i m seriously addicted to Prince of Tennis. haha a anime that ZY lend m to see. Ryoma Echizen is a very cool player. haha and the rest of the Seigaku team are cool too. senpais like Shuuichirou Oishi, fuji, kaidoh, momoshiro, and the captain. haha nice show to watch. something to keep me occupy for now i guess! hah

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-02T21:56:00.000+08:00

i guess you guys can know what i been up to today if you have been reading my blog. haha yes i played pool again! haha though ZY PS me in the end, my dad wanted to play again. haha so played again. haha really addicted man. but i think my addiction for billard is higher. haha ok went to bugis to summit the timesheet. haha and got nowhere to go after that. all my friends are not free. haha but manage to call on my mum and went to pray as well as some mini shopping. omg i gotta have a nokia 7610! haha how happy i m! but in hope everything goes well. haha but i will have a big BIG big BIG hole in my pocket if i were to get that phone! haha well who cares! work next time! haha. tired!!!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-11-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

haha billard in the first hour and pool in the second at WCRC and i broke off the tip of a cue. omg. run away after the auntie came to clear the cues. haha. and CZ n BENNY was so late! haha wait down dere for them. haha. but overall was fun then after that went snokkerium play again! haha and then came my house play some games.. neopets inculded. haha and they went for socer but raining i cant go!! argh! next time. haha short entry because nothing much happen! haha.

i am angry! just quarrel with my mum! argh she unreasonable man! always with her own thinking. whats that you tell me! i am ready a 17 yr old and cant i have a life with some freedom! argh! just going somewhere is like asking a tigress which is angry and wull explode everytime! argh! want to ask vug... but many ppl ask me not to! so you can see my blog got no such words! argh! i cant take it!! shes hell unreasonable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

went little india! not for fun but to work man! all the APNNs! argh and joyce had a bad day over there! not gotta talk bout it. josh also because he like not able to offer the free gifts for the people! haha i think i and jimmy is the two lucky dude! cause dont really have to do anything but stand there and wait for people to come! haha, the place was crowded with APNNs man! and it really do not look like Singapore i should say! the traffic lights was there for show only. no one seems to care and got some bloody faggots looking weird! haha but who cares i got my pay! haha. but i heard that we must be there till depavali! but i dont know if i am involve. haha. suddenly got the urge to play billard! guess i am addicted big time man! haha billard is so cool you know. i got a little tired of pool ready! haha and been playing bad already! haha cant improve so must learn something new! haha. how fun man!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

i got headache now! feeling bad man. lol but had a great day. played basketball with ZY but stamina low nowadays. feeling tired after like 1 hour. haha and played some soccer. after went back home to play some gunbound, and its really some or rather little. not even a match. haha i quit in the end. lol. then find out how to place billard balls so played with ZY at WCRC.
yellow brown green
blue
pink
red red red
red red red red red red
black

haha thats how it goes. play like two games before feeling tired. haha brain draining. but improve a lot compared to last time. managed to pot in a complete turn at least and scoring balls! though i dont even know the points for a ball! haha but i dont realli know the rules well yetn too. next time go play again! haha and reach home. been thinking if the red polo i bought is suitable for the job tmr... hmmm in the end i think i anit gotta care already. tmr then see how. now really headache. take cares guys!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-29T22:50:00.000+08:00

bad day! left my house and first thing my specs broke again. haha how lucky. then went with shiwei for the job thing but my mum stop me after it needed 288 in cash as investment! haha then went back clementi all the way from Raffles. i felt so lost there. only like went there once liddat! wahahhaha den went back clementi to play pool with shiwei but of course to repair my specs too! haha den saw chee howe playing some lan game. saw this few pros playing billard like pool. the balls just keep going in. haha den after that went to meet ZY for some serious shopping. he need to buy things for his job and mine also! haha for only a days job. then walk around the place, ate some Mac ice cream before here i am blogging! haha okie thats it.

my thoughts. haha mioney really matters man. imagine needing 288 or more for some investment stuffs and my mum is immediately saying a big "NO" to me. haha she really cares yeah but i think its quite worth it! haha but who cares anyway i turned it down ready! haha sorry shiwei! dont meant it! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-28T01:35:00.000+08:00

Yes!! i am a burnt lobster peiying! haha. without me knowing till i got home and bath! but actually got the feeling when i feel my back hurts a little! haha you know the sunburnt feeling? yes you got it! the weather was bad in the morning and what makes it worse was i alight at the wrong bus stop and have to walk three bus stops down! but not alone, haha with ZY! lol. reach harbour front for light lunch and at first all of us were late except me and ZY(maybe) but because of our smart alex(jia cong ming) we decided to take bus 165! saw that? 165.. wondering if 165 can go there? you are right again! it does not and luckily we asked the driver first and the driver was like shock(eyes big), and told us 166! haha he deserve a award man! so friendly!! and reach there only to see two pairs of shaking legs! haha jimmys and joels one! omg we are late! haha. while tats normal! haha sorry guys! lol but latest was JOYCE! 2 hrs and the ball with her!! and we have to like seat down there practically doing nothing but observing this girl who looks like shes in her 30s sun taning because she remove the er i dunno how you call that and at first glance she looks like a guy! haha but in fact shes a female alright! haha. yeah and talk to jimmy for a while before seeing this girl!! holding a volleyball(guess the brand? so funky brand so funky till you will not know!!) haha and yes joyce is here! an for your information! the ball cause a cool 18 bucks! i didn want to go down the water cause of the corn but i was tempted by those dudes and of course joyce! haha and i went in! haha and after that went for a bath before calling it a day! andd guess what? dud and ben were finally here! haha paid 3 bucks just to come wash their hands! haha next time man! sorrys guys! haha. and yah saw Gwen! how coincidence man! played soccer and a few touches of volleyball before being chase out! because it is 30bucks/hr! hell cool rite? sentosa rocks man! or rather the management! haha. now my backs hurts! really becoming a lobster yeah peiying! haha.

after that went marina there to have some korean steamboat, like seoul gardens. and joyce a big THANK YOU for cooking for us and at the same time giving me and jimmy a few splashes of the delicious juice! haha kiddings man! dont take it to heart yeah? haha. after that chill a while oh yes! kimchi sucks! yucks! opps i am sorry but i almost died eating a mouthful of it! haha. after that talk some crap before heading home! yes but thats not the end! went pool at yes! snookerium! with joyce and ZY ! joyce only played a while! and guess what! wanted to buy mac ice cream but the queue got some ppl so deciced to put money in first! and.. the ATM--> temporarily not available! argh! and went back to MAC.. sorry we are closed!! haha!! so no ice cream treat for me and ZY! haha. oh yes! josh got a cut on his toe! wonder is its a rusty nail! oh while! take care guys!

now for my thoughts: many ppl feeling sad due to some love relationship, while loves is a complicated thing! i got nothing to say. but i know the feeling of being neglected, its definitely bad and especially among friends where some people just forget you. while thats normal as one cant expect people to inculded one in what ever they do right? but whats more important is making the right choice of friends for they are the ones who will also stand by you but not always for some dont seems to care about you in what ever you do! so make choices wisely! but all my friends so far are all good i must say! although not all but tats normal! haha! friends are the ones who will be with you no matter what you do! + or -! haha!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-24T23:16:00.000+08:00

been a fun and enjoyable days i have. however cant really remember what i did. haha ok played badminton with joel, josh, ZY, dad, and his partner. good game played there but many errors. the heat is on man. haha and bought gloves for pool after that with joel and ZY. bridge feeling smooth but not really used to it. yes than yesterday. spend the evening with shishi. woke up at 3? yeah and get into the bus at 4.20. reach somerset MRT at 5. then met here there. she went back JL before heading to topman to get my wallet! finally! its a white and black one that i saw that time. finally got my wallet! yeah and went to long john for dinner. haha actually dun wanna eat but.... shishi dont want me to see her eat so i got no choice! haha. no offence yeah shishi? haha. then walk around aimlessly haha because she cant have the mood to get her stuff before wllking to PS and accompany her home. or i rather to bishan MRT only. yeah and survived the whole journey with a blinking MP3. haha which means low batt! but still can survive till clementi but with a few problems of course like auto shut down and stuffs! haha. and now here i am blogging after justina insist on calling me lan duo cong! haha. i blogged! and today woke up at 5! 5pm! haha because yesterday watch the match between madrid and valencia! and ate instant noddles at 6am! haha so in order to be as usual, i must sleep at least 10 hours a day! haha

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

today finally marks the day i finish my CIP paper! finally as that is my last paper. Been hoping for it. but i dont think i can dd well cause i treat yesterday as my holidays already. haha am i great man. watch soccer yesterday night. man i am sorry ZY but i really think liverpool been playing boring game man. cant stand it almost fall asleep. haha much worse then watching singapore. haha. but overall i tink baros change my mindset of him as i all along though he cant dribble but now i think ciise is much worse. haha. now just reach home and feeling tired cause slept less these few days. earlier on saw this wallet that i love a lot but since jimmy ask me look around, i didn buy. haha but its nice. thinking if i should buy it cause theres a button that look kinda weird. lol. not yet bath. dont feel like but going to. haha. talking to ben over some stuffs now. have confidence man! lifes like that. notice that i been cutting down on my useage of short forms?? yeah man you got it cause i wan top improve my english. haha. so today after CIP paper, went out as a group to town. but the group getting lesser and lesser. so after browsing through topshop, where i saw Jo-ee, still working there. yeah been ages since i saw my ex classmates. by the way thats wherei saw that wallet. and where rahman bought some pants or something for the bottom of the body that i cant seems to remember. after that hang around in the middle of wisma and taka before decidine to head to cine. and over there was another hanging around time as we cant decided to go cafe cartel or what but in the ended up over at pastamina. after that went to some ulu place but the pool there had close down already. so headed down to SSC. had some great pool woth jiaming and dudley but as usual playing with them is like hell stress. haha played with evreyone except ben. next time man dude! have Faith in urself! to be young and forever happy! yea played till 10+ and jiaming suggest some drinking. oh to bad i dont drink. haha sorry jiaming. yeah and went home in a stupid 14 bus which take ages to reach clementi but four guys there share so stories about drugs abuse among soccer players and other stuffs. getting tired already. tomorrow got a match with joel josh and my dad and maybe some of his friends. can you believe it? badminton! yes! haha.. but feel like watching soccer later. so cant sleep early but i am really tired. cant burnout soon man!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

yes finally the 2 satan paper is over!! haha.. feel so relax now tat i haf no mood for CIP!! whahahha.. why am i feeling this way?? lol.. came back just now after some 35 dollars worth of pool tat i dun feel sick of playing! thnk because of the exams that is now history! hopefully the sms i receive will be a good one.. haha.. slack at KAP for like an hour?? before reaching home.. did nothing and juz play and now playing WE!! omg i am scare of CIP! haha.. been ages since i last blog!! been kinda bz mugging and not forgetting that after every mugging session with ZY, it ends with a pool session! haha.. man slept for like 3+ hrs yesterdae but i dont really feel tired.. juz a little bit i guess.. haha later muz study CIP.. or rather look through!! haha.. and yes after that i will be as free as a bird! haha..

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

the day started with me not able to crawl out of bed. Yah getting lazier as the days past. Shishi i reclaim my laziness! Yes than went to Clementi Mac with only two dollars for the day. Studied for stats before playing a short session of pool. ZY went for dinner. Some delicious salad chicken with rice! and i only have chesse hotdog bread! haha.. but ZY did offer me cash but i do not wan! haha. i and a good friend rite?? kiddin.. then went to Mac again to do some more stats before coming home feeling tired! haha same routine as yesterday!!

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

man oh man.. what happen man.. haha.. why am i so soft when i step into the gym?? felt it already after a few sets of the machines and compared to last week , the condition is lesser.. oh well.. must be the late nights.. and you know what?? i m playing games thru the nights.. why am i so lazy!! yes then after that when to study with ZY joel and Josh.. the gym accompolices.. but before that went back home for lunch and a quick bath before going down to join them.. clementi Mac noisy man but more productive to me than at home.. haha.. after that went around central walking before finding ourselves at WCRC.. than played about an hour plus and i didn't play well.. can't seems to do anything right now.. oh yah ZY treat us to some 25cents ice cream at Mac before walking me home again! haha.. friendly gesture only dudes out dere!! and yah before finally reaching home.. i m dead beat now..

Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

2004-10-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

my funky class!! juz dig tis pic out of my TOSHIBA laptop.. TOSHIBA rules! haha